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Dec 25, 2009
8:40 PM
Ho ho ho!! Merry Christmas!!
I'm having term break now!
Come and ask me out! =D

Went to snow city with 5Ts last sat.
Blue blacks here and there.
But I enjoyed the slides and everything!
It was fun!
Felt so great aft that event. Shiok! =D

Watched Avatar!
Omg, Avatar is really super nice man.
Heard that the production took 15 years to produce the movie.
Its the best movie of the year!

Btw, My modem is going crazy this few days.
Internet connection loading damn slow.
Sometimes, not even a thing come out from the browser.
Waiting for my brother to be free.
Then I'll change a new modem!

Didn't countdown to christmas with my poly friends. It was being cancelled.
But I still received presents from them before going off to Cheryl's chalet. =D
Went to Cheryl's chalet with SH and Dalicia.
Really sorry for letting them to wait for me for 30 mins.

When we reached the chalet.
I started to eat cos I was damn hungry.
Also had my favourite samba sotongs and sting ray. =D
Aft that we had bonding with Cheryl' classmates.
We played donkeys using the poker cards.
It was really quite fun.
I shall try it next time with my friends. =D

After the chalet I thought of going home
But I didn't wanna miss the countdown with the 2ts (Kenneth and YC). lol.
So, we met at seng kang and then we went to clarke quay.
Kenneth was dissapointed cos there were no fireworks.
Due to that, he insisted to treat us dinner and I couldn't resist it cos I was hungry. Haha!
Kenneth also bought a red wine with him, but we didn't open it.
Cos on monday I was drunk back home, I was strictly told by my family "do not drink alcohol again!".
Well, I drank a bit at the chalet. =P

Chalet's photos are unavailable now.
It will be up in my next entry.
Seeya! =D

Drawn by me! Haha!

Snow City with 5ts. =D

Christmas presents from Chu Yun and Sock Hui. =D

Cookies from Chu Yun. =D

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Dec 12, 2009
12:53 AM
Yo. Just reached home, didn't go St James tonight.
I think Wenyi and Germiane are dancing happily right now. lol.
I knew my mum don't wish to see me go clubbing. She was cunning, she kept on dragging my time until I decided not to go. -.-

Today I spent a lot!
Buy shoes, buy shirts, buy short.
Wanted to buy a bag pack but when I saw the price $69 and no discount! I decided not to buy cos I'm left with not much of money.

Anyway, how's my new blogskin?
Isn't it gorgeous? lol.
I got 5 designs but the 4th design only posted for 1 day so, this current design is counted as version 4.1. lol.

My seconday school's classmates and vice form teacher are going to organize a reunion for the whole class on the 26th/27th!
I'm quite excited cos I'm hoping to see my maths teacher!
I'm quite eager to let her know how I've been. lol.

My brother used my phone to zi lian. -.-

Mocha frappe! My favourite!

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Dec 3, 2009
6:23 PM
Quick post, quick post!!
Hmm.. Today feel super uncomfortable due to my running nose and sore throat.
At fist thought of giving MC for school today.
But! When I thought of the project I have no choice cos I've been slacking all the meanwhile emo-ing. lol.

Feel like giving up.
Feel so reckless, especially when I'm having sore throat and running nose and other stupid stuffs that are going through me.
People should hate me cos I'm totally useless.
I envy those who are not studying!!!

I just saw my brother came back with the bandage!
I just donated blood. -.-
Sigh. Don't know whether tmr am I able to donate blood or not.
If not, I'll just look at wenyi when she donates her blood. Hmph!

Tmr going to have dinner tgt with Cheryl and ex-colleages.
Have been rejecting them for a few times already!
So, tmr finally can make it. =D

5ts t-shirts will be ready on sat!
Going out on sat to collect the shirts which cost $22.
And we're going to catch a movie after that. =D

I found out I've changed.
When I need to say out smth I'll just shoot. I won't think so much.
I mean what for being so serious while others are not?
Sometimes I feel terrible to be so care less.
But if I don't say out I will feel terrible too.
Haiz. Headache headache.

Some photos are not in sequence cos I really don't have the spirit to arrange them already.
Throat pain!
Bye!

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Nov 30, 2009
10:03 PM
很辛苦. 很难受.
我错了. 说出真相更是难受.
是不是会有更多人讨厌我?
我想是, 所以我伤了我的好友们.

我知道我不可能振作起来.
不想说对不起,
因为我很怕自己忍不住又发疯.
我已经不知道该怎么办.

我不是幼稚. 我很清楚自己发生什么事.
我有暗说, 但却被认为是废话.
我不怪任何人,
因为的确是没有人会懂的.

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Nov 22, 2009
3:13 PM
Ahh~ So restless to update my blog now.
But if I don't update now, the next time I update would be week(s) later I guess. Then I'll go restless again.
Argh. I need to upload so many photos. Have to take a long time to finish. =/

Alright, I'll just start my unlucky story now.
I was so damn unlucky the last few days!
Sat on the chair, the chair breaks.
Walked on the slippery floor, I slipped and fell on the staircase and my shin kena knocked onto the edge.

Went back home with a really bad mood!
Tried to use the java software "eclipse". The GUI got java.lang... error!
Meaning I can't view the GUI at all nomatter I create a new GUI or project or I restart the whole software.
At that moment I was really fucked up.
I was thinking WTH! I'm really damn suay lah~
BUT! Luckily I found a way to solve it and its fixed. Phew.

The next day I woke up, my head was really damn pain.
Few hours later, my whole body ached and followed by fever. I felt like dying.
But, luckily I didn't have sore throat that day.
If not, I will definitely super mood swing.
Haiz. Hope my luck will get better!

Ytd I went to watch Astro Boy with my cousins.
LOL. Pro, right?
Although I didn't totally recover but I felt better.
Plus, I don't wanna rot at home like a rotten potato.

Tell me, is it ok to treat different ppl in different ways?
Is it ok to be too obvious to do so?
Is there any genuine motive for that?
Just random. lol.

Are you following me?
If that so, then what are you hiding for?
You are really a weirdo!
I hate weirdo.

Btw, I found another favourite song: Collide by Howie Day.
Official music video:

Acoustic version:

The Fray - Never Say Never music video (acoustic version):

How To Save A Life by The Fray:

Vijaya's dancing!

The oysters added tabasco sauce and lemon juice are the best!

This lady is so unhygienic.
She used her finger to take the strawberries. Yuck.

Do you see me inside the mirror? lol. -.-

Paiseh, Idk how to rotate a video.

P.S: 是不是因为懂事才会犯错?

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Nov 15, 2009
5:14 AM
Haiyer. How you've been?
Its been 2 weeks since I post the last entry. Got miss me?
In fact, I'm the one who missed the blogger cos a few times before I actually wanted to post the entry but I got delayed. =)

Sigh. On 31st October, the halloween ticket sold out. We missed our chance to go. =(
Until now, I still feel so unsatisfied cos 1 year only have 1 chance to go to this kind of event.
But anyway, we ended up going to KBOX.
To me, it wasn't bad, cos I can sing. But not sure for the rest of them. =P

The ROM that belongs to me and laopo is unduly changed by somebody!
I wasn't angry towards the damage of the ROM. I was angry towards that person who didn't THINK of how precious it was for the owner and he went to changed and drew something funny on it.
It was a moment of angriness but honestly, my stubbornly disagreement of that person's behaviour caused me to make a mistake..

The last few days I wasn't feeling good. I nearly had my depression back.
I was facing a sucking situation that gathered all my other unhappy stuffs back to my head again and I started to think super negatively.
But luckily, laopo and jie mei (YC) helped me through. They listened to my problems and chatted with me. Ty very much. =)
Hopefully I didn't interrupt your time as what I think I might. xl

I wanna drink somemore~
At first friday, I should go out and drink with my friends but laopo can't make it so I didn't go. Cos I think it's not safe for me to drink alcohol with my friends when I'm the only girl, you know? lol.

Woohoo! Came back at 4am+ just now.
I went to watch Paranormal Activity with my sec sch ex-classmates. Then headed to watch 2012 with my 5ts crew.
To me, the Paranormal Activity is quite scary cos it shows all the real recorded videos.
Can you imagine that happening to you? lol. Choy choy choy!
For 2012, I can guarantee you that it's a very nice show. =)

Hmm.. Did you discovered that my typing style is different from last time? That's bcos I got convinced by SOMEBODY. That somebody advice me to type this way.
Anyway, I find that my post will be longer if I type this way. =D
Try to keep only 1 sentence in 1 line.

Gosh. Now I'm addicted to the song "Never Say Never" by The Fray.
I love the verse and chorus part, don't let me go~~ don't let me go~~
Their "How To Save A Life" is also not bad to listen. =)
Alright. I think I only have up to here. Enjoy the many many photos below. lol.
Seeya! =D

Germaine's tattoo. =)

Scar drawn by Germaine. =)

I says treasure your good fortune.

Monopoly prize: an apple pie.

Caught a sleeping bear in laopo's restaurant. Haha!

I love to sing duet with my brother cos he actually sounded not bad.
Shhh. Wont tell in front of his face. Haha!

This is not urine. This is powder mix in water that taste like lemon and helps reduce stomach pain.

Monopoly prize: a snack wrap.

The straightest words I had ever written.

Omelette rice. 1 of my favourites in sch. =)

Cool, right?

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Oct 30, 2009
12:17 AM
Today is 30th of oct and I kept my words. I said I will post an entry today! =)
The 2nd week of school is almost over. In fact, I think this week is faster than last week.

Woohoo! Going to watch Michael Jackson This Is It with 5ts this sat before the halloween night safari! Happy! =D
Btw, a movie is coming up soon and the title of the movie is "AMELIA"!
Its abt the first female pilot in the world, I think.
Wow, same name as me. I already watched the trailer. It Looks nice, I'll sure go catch it!

Wow. I went to the mediacorp tv theatre on wed night to watch the singapore idol. It's actually the 2nd time I went there, if I'm not wrong. The first time was few years back when I watched the president charity show with my cousins.

I got this singapore idol ticket from my friend sis's friend. They are friends of 1 of the contestant, Sezairi Sezali.
Three words to describe my feelings over there. Nice, awkward and noisy. NaN.
Anyway, thx to marinie for the tix! =)
I'll post the videos in my next entry.

Yesterday my poly friend, Germaine, played a game with us that tells us how many kids are we going to have and is it a boy or girl.
She swing her necklace on top of our palm. If it swing rounds means you will give birth to a boy, if it swing sideways means you will give birth to a girl.

CY, Wy, XL and I had tried. Each of us tried more than once and the results still maintain the same. So mystical~
I got 1 boy and 3 girls. LOL.
Germaine said if your boyfriend has the same as you, he may be your future husband. Haha!

I happened to read this notes on fb. I just think that it has a wonderful description about human's feelings. =/
when you have some precious to protect, you will become stronger.

In the darkness corner, when you thought it was out of everyone sight, you let your tear flow freely as the pain of your heart torture your mind, never did you know it was well anticipated by me that you will cry as he depart from your life.
As each tear slowly drip onto the floor, the searing pain in my heart cause an reverse flow of blood to the brain, with the over flooding amount of blood in the brain allowing it to be in a full use of it's inital speed, trapping my conscious into a eternal darkness, a mental prison repeatedly asking the same question of why are you hurt? the pain of incapability stressed upon the body greatly, burning the fats as a fuel to absorb the essences in the air to perfect the weakness of human initial construction, forming a greater matrix for the muscles allowing it to be stronger faster and tougher then before, mineral from the ground was also use as nutrients to build a titanium bone structure, such act of the body increase the height drastically, the heat also change the tone of the skin darkening it to like charcoal that do not reflect the light. The body remind itself to be very conscious not to let anything go wrong ever again, So the absorbing 5senses was recreated by it's own intelligences to enlarge greatly to be more observant. So the eye spread horizontally and the ear entailed vertically like an elf.
As the thought continue to torture the brain, flame of the hell consume the body entirely. Heating up the 5meter diameter atmosphere causing an immolation around the body, the weed under the foot within the radius crusted up and burned causing an scorched ground with red-orange flame lying around eating up the crusted grass. Flesh of the body seem to be able to summon the flame as it command, blood red devilish flame consumed the pearly big eyes, depcepting it as fiery eyes having the sight to see through all flesh.
As the evolution completed, a new gateway of evil is brought into the world though him as a portal, the flame spirit(A spirit from hell convert into ball to obey the command the wish of it's master) hence the scorching heat from the demon do not just grill the flesh, also it puts the mind into a battle of it's own darkness, bring it's darkness past back inflicting direct agony, forcing a self-destruction path leaving the person in total pain.
The conscious mind of the demon continue to struggle with the searing pain of it's love, leaving the body to walk aimlessly to rot everything.

Omg. It took me sooo long the upload the photos. Guessed the sizes are too big.
Alright, seeya! =D

The best pizza I ever toasted. lol.